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Could Go Crazy

Dr. Mellow

This song is a quarantine-era homage to things I felt grateful for and to musicians who struggled to keep their dreams and incomes going.
Lyrics
Sitting in quarantine, queue another live stream
Social distancing killed the concert scene
Venues shutting down, silence all around
Did I hit my head, is this just a dream
Silver lining, planet gets a break
At the same time, I got bills to pay
Thank God for the internet
Tiger king and the foster pets
Could go crazy but I haven't yet
People streaming every night
Trying to keep the scene alive
Even Florida Man has to stay inside
TP running low, not sure where to go
While we hide away, plans all go astray
Beards all growing long, listening to the same song
Living through a screen, virtual reality
Bought a face mask that looks super chic
Staying healthy cause I drink my bleach
Thank God for the internet
Tiger king and the foster pets
Could go crazy but I haven't yet
People streaming every night
Trying to keep the scene alive
Even Florida Man has to stay inside
Can't wait to get back to normal
In this new world
We're never getting back to normal
It's a new world
Thank God for the internet
Tiger king and the foster pets
Could go crazy but I haven't yet
People streaming every night
Trying to keep the scene alive
Even Florida Man has to stay inside
Thank God for the internet
Tiger king and the foster pets
Could go crazy but I haven't yet
People streaming every night
Trying to keep their dreams alive
Even Florida Man has to stay inside
Lyrics
Even with an unfamiliar, dimly lit first glance
I knew you were moving to a different kind of dance
Like the wild horses uncontrolled by any hand
Your spirit shone like noonday sun on pure white sand
Even when the harshest winds start blowing on my door
When I'm with you
It's always magical
Drove across the country with our furry little friends
One wouldn't stop meowing and annoyed us to no end
European hotels charge per person, not per room
Wish we'd known that in advance but didn't have a clue
No adventure's ever perfect
The road can take a toll
But still with you
It's always magical
Searched for years before we met
Had given up on love and yet
You broke into my heart
Struck a match, rekindled the spark
Even though I worry still
That the fire could die, it never will
We’re better as a team
Just as real life can be better than your dreams
You light the darkest corners of my soul
With love so real it's almost fanciful
Every time I see your face I feel my heart begin to race
Running to a place where you are
By my side, it's quite a ride
Can't believe how lucky I got
That you chose this fool
Because with you
It's always magical
Me and you,
We're always magical
Lyrics
Every waking thought, and darling I can’t stop
Dreaming about you
Staring in your eyes, blue as Florida skies
And just as warm too
Blue lake, green shore
Beauty that's worth fighting for
Each alone is perfect
Side by side they're more
You and I, the cosmos sings to us
Let yourselves transform from two to one
Me and you, the colors shine through
Harmonies of green and blue
Living in a scene, from the silver screen
Each time we pull through
When we need a sign, wrinkles in spacetime
Give us the next clue
Blue sea, green land
Just like us go hand in hand
Walking through the city
Former stardust shines so pretty
You and I, the cosmos sings to us
Magically transform from two to one
Me and you, the colors shine through
Harmonies of green and blue
I don't have to wonder if our love will stick around
Stronger than any tree rooted in the ground
You complete my sentences, echo all my thoughts
Bring me back to earth, and keep my mind from getting lost
You and I, the cosmos sings to us
Every day transform from two to one
Me and you, the colors shine through
Harmonies of green and blue
Green and blue
Green and blue
Green and blue

Dreams Aren't Easy (Hold On)

Dr. Mellow

Although it sounds like it was inspired by living through a global pandemic, I actually started writing "Dreams" in 2017 while experiencing several big life changes (graduation, marriage, moving across the country, Read more
Although it sounds like it was inspired by living through a global pandemic, I actually started writing "Dreams" in 2017 while experiencing several big life changes (graduation, marriage, moving across the country, searching for a job). I literally didn't know where I would be in a month or three, hence that particular lyric, and wrote this song as both a reminder to myself and an inspirational message for others. Lyrics and song structure were both updated this year before I entered the studio.

The cover art was drawn by Danny Fernandez (https://www.dannyfernandezart.com/shop) based on an original design by Alex. It was inspired by the Mapuche kultrun, a drum that is used for sacred ceremonies, and is an homage to my Chilean heritage.
Lyrics
It's hard to wake when every day's the same
Feels like you're drifting and you've lost your way
Inside you start to hear a cry for change
But can't break out of these familiar chains
Suppressing
Emerging
Questioning
Confirming
Got to remind myself
Hold on to your dreams
Still trying to find myself
who I wanna be
Got to remind myself
Hold on to your dreams
Still trying to figure out
What does all this mean
I only have one way to save myself
Don't wanna start although I should start now
Instead I find more ways of killing time
That barely make me feel alive inside
Who knows where I'll be
In a month or three
Got to remind myself
Hold on to your dreams
Still trying to find myself
who I wanna be
Got to remind myself
Hold on to your dreams
Still trying to figure out
What does all this mean
What is right
Isn't easy
Burning through
The comfort zone
Open up and listen
Not all my wisdom
Is my own
Got to remind yourself
Hold on to your dreams
Set out to find yourself
who you wanna be
Got to remind yourself
Hold on to your dreams
Still time to figure out
What does all this mean

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